my thought

To love is important,
To be love is everything,
To seek love is something,
Yet love come unexpectedly.

I seek for one,
I crave for one,
I hope for one,
Yet I receive none.

Path is shown,
Road is lay,
Sky is bright,
Stars is shine,
To show me the one.

For me to find it,
For me to cherish it,
For me to remember it,
And for me to keep it.

Yet it’s slip away,
Yet it’s not meant for me,
Yet it’s last a while,
Yet I’m the one that cry.

Why and why and why,
Life can be cruel,
Life can be hard,
Life can be sore.

I’m still standing,
I’m still around,
Feeling down, Confused, Hurt,
I’ll smile for the audience.

okay basically this is not consider as movie for certain person coz it was produce in 2000 n i just watch it last nite at SBS…

As some of you know, i dont like korean movie or drama…at all…don’t ask…
Anyhow, last nite i cant sleep like every other nite n im bored so i watch this movie title “Joint Security Area”(translate title i think)…n i think its good…

it a story about the consequences of many think…we all know that korea is divided into 2, north n south and there are a border that being guard by its army…each side has a station and 2 guards…it a same guard everynite…the story begins when this 2 north korean guards help south korean guard on one ocassion that include mine bomb…so they become frens thru letter at first by throwing the letters to each other station every nite…the station is pretty close just a river as a devider…until the south korean guard step into the north korean station one day n they keep on meeting each other everynite…all four of them become good frens n they never talk about war during meeting but they talk about life, play togather…good for them…until one nite, 1 north korean commander arrive unannounce to inspect the station…gunfire being shots…and one of the north korean guard is dead…so all hell broke lose…there are investigation that being done by a special department where they can go to each border…the guards tell different statements yet the evidence help each of the side…in the end 2 of the guards commit suicide because of frenship and only one person live but he’s being discharged from the army…try to look up for this story…its good…really good…its a lil bit sad…but the story is very good…

I like the story because it shows that the memories last forever but circumstances can change it course into something that we cant face…we will always wish that we can froze the time where we r happy togather and the worries of the world leave the room…we just being a group of people that having a good time….i personally recommend this movie…i give it 8 out of 10…

Tell me, every night before you went to bed while you comb your hair in front the mirror or maybe see your face in it do you ever dream or hope of waking up in the morning being the new you. Do you ever dream or hope waking up in the morning being the luckiest person in the world. Do you ever dream or hope waking up in the past where you have done the most terrible thing in your life or making the biggest mistake of all. Do you ever dream or hope of waking up fast forward in the future where you can observe it or pass the horrible days that you’ve been through these past years.

            I know that I have and you will be lying to yourself if you deny it. Every night my mind full of dreams and hopes of tomorrow. Sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I could feel the wind of my hopes and dreams pass me by. Even though it’s only a glimpse and not as great as my dreams and hopes but feeling it nearby makes my day. I could hear the whisper of my future and it makes my will grew stronger for my daily tasks. Sometimes I even wake up facing the worst scenarios in my life, the worst day that I have to endure but still as the times past quickly I can seem to notice which is my worst day the most. These days seem the same to me, an obstacles to my hopes and dreams, but when I have to face it I always feel like dying, I feel like I can’t live anymore, I feel like my life is not worth living in anymore. Though good or bad my days are I always know one thing that I can count on, I can build up new hopes and dreams.

            So, I might not be the most intelligent person in the world, I’m not the most faithful person in the world, I’m not the most successful person in the world, I’m not the most famous person in the world, I’m not the most beautiful person in the world, and I’m also not the luckiest person in the world. But I do know one thing, one thing that hold me together in facing my days, best or worse, as long as I have my family and friends who can support me I’ll be just fine, as long as ALLAH bless my days I know I’ll be all right, as long as I believe in myself, I can do anything that I desire. Even though it’s just a glimpse of it, I know that I can do it. Lastly, I can always dream or hopes for tomorrow because a person who does not have a dream is the people that never move forward.  

p.s- if my thought offended you, I apologize with all my heart. I’m sorry.

NUR ADELINA MAZLAN

15 SEPT 2007

Tick tock,

The clock is ticking,

Tick tock,

The seconds has passed.

What am I doing here,

What is the next step,

Why I lie without knowing,

Why I cry without reason.

I look up the dark sky,

I soak the light of the moon,

I seek the guardian of the star,

I feel the whisper of the nature.

Numb with thousand reasons,

Numb with thousand feeling,

Save by thousand actions,

Save by thousand bailing,

Now I see the path,

The way to cure my head,

Now I know my faith,

Where it lies ahead,

It lies to YOU without a doubt,

It lies to YOU without questions,

Forgive my soul if I doubted YOU,

Forgive me if I disobey YOU before.

In the month of forgiveness,

I seek YOUR blessing,

In the month of chances,

I kneel for hope,

Forgive me,

Forgive me for my past sins,

Forgive me for present sins,

Forgive me for my future sins,

Forgive me for my disloyalty,

Forgive me I beg of YOU,

I beg with all my heart,

I beg with all my soul,

YA ALLAH,

I am your humble servant,

A servant that doesn’t deserve your forgiveness,

A servant that doesn’t deserve your blessing,

A servant that doesn’t deserve your treasure,

A servant that is lower than the worm in the earth itself.

A servant that can only hope without reaching,

I seek your forgiveness,

With the highest hope that I can build,

I seek your guidance,

With the highest hope that I can build,

I am at your mercy,

Forgive me.

I think I’m in love,

Every step I take I know I am,

Every breath I take I think I am,a

I’m in love without seeing,

As I walk ahead to fulfill many wishes,

I’m in love without knowledge,

As I stop to memorize the past.

I’m in love,

I know I shouldn’t,

You are wrong for me,

Wrong in many ways,

Wrong in many says,

The last person for me,

The one that is forbidden.

I’m sorry I don’t stop,

I’m not sorry I move forward,

Space is what we need,

Space is all I can give,

Space can bring us closer,

Space can bring us apart,

Whatever your feelings be,

Mine will always be the same,

Same as we met before,

Never change like the time.

I always in love with you,

I always be there for you,

Not in sight, not in appearance,

I’ll lend you my ears,

I’ll give you my heart,

A place where you stay,

Always and forever,

i’ll be Truly Yours

Harry Potter….

actually i wanna watch transformer but the schedule is out of my control….

anyhow this movie is okay for those who r the fans….

the opening is kinda so-so…his family still dont accept him as the wizard yet he still live wth them….come on….why dont he move out frm there…i thought he’s rich…where is the logic in there…there r some scene that ‘tergantung’ but okayla….the love between harry n shoo (i think that is her name) is so boring…just 1 kiss thats all….duh…how lame….no sparks at all….but i pity her bcoz….u have to watch it okay….the luv between hermoine n ron is getting bigger by the yr….u can see the sparks between them n ron eventhough there is no kissing scene….those 2 can bring the movie alive actually…the teachers at the hogwartz is kinda coward actually…they being control by the minister but they dont do anything at all…funny…they suppose to be the mentor, example to the students yet harry n the gang is the one who stand up….breaking all the rules….n save the school….the bad guys is soo cool….if im in the movie, i wanna be the bad guy…except malfoy….he is so stupid…i dont think he will be up to his father standard….i really wanna see the bad guys win in the next movie…i mean they kinda win in this movie by killing someone that is so dear to harry but still….their cover is blown….okayla overall i mite give this movie 7 out of 10….

p.s - i think reading is more interesting than the actual movie…buy the book….u must….(mcm yoda la plak)

ohmm….this thursday im going to sydney with my uncle family of course…

last minute planning….i know that i will make the trip real soon but i never thought that it this soon….i was thinking along the line of nxt couple of weeks….

funny the week that we suppose go to snowy mountain, we had to go to other place first….its ‘wajib’ n we cant escape the fate….like the band name…huahaha…anyway…i just hope that we able to get back in time to proceed the plan to snowy mountain….

i really wanna go….hey its my first time to experience snow….xkan nk merasa musim sejuk tp salji kot….dhla kene frostbite…mesti g gak…have 2….anyway…if i go i mite post new pic….if my face look ok in the picture la…hehe…cross my fingers….rock on dude….

Anyone see the movie already…i just rent it…

i love it coz the heroin is so damn cute…but the effects is unreal…

everything is being shoot in the studio…i think…the background totally a canvas…hehe…anyway for those who dont mind see a lots of blood spill…this movie mite b worth it…

for those who dont like to see blood, dont you dare see this movie it will make you gag…but the storyline is quite okay…little bit sad but i like it….

i mite rank it 6 out of 10…just because i love the heroin….

JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG

the whole time i see this movie i actually laugh n critics…man…it is horrible…firstly the storyline is slow…i bet the scriptwriter is a really really quite person….no social life at all…pretty lame….secondly, the ghost is unimaginative….third, bad song…lastly, some of the artist unsuitable for the character….seriusly…i would like to see scary movie version malaysia…just imagine the sale of the movie where it make fun of malaysian ghost movie…anyway for those who love the movie n think it is very scary…man u guys really need to watch elm street n friday the 13 lots of time,maybe poltergeist or omen…if not try to b like me…i have insomia which mean i dont sleep n i dont get spooks….coz im more afraid to human….hey rambut sama hitam hati lain k…

one more thing, no offense k….

SPIDERMAN 3…

in my opinion this movie is not as great as 1 n 2…better than 1 maybe…The story line is okay but the picture movement is pretty bad to me…it doesnt give an impact feeling to my eyes…the songs not that catchy….for those who like harry will be really2 dissapointed coz he died…my frens actually cried bcoz of it…funny…well i guess the film will lost the most handsome person that exist in the movie…too bad…it not a movie to remember…i will rate it as 4/10…