Archive for May, 2007

my my…

Sunday, May 27th, 2007

this morning i call my dad n i realize that i miss my dad a lot…

funny isnt it coz i really despised him with all my heart yet i cant stop my eyes from crying…

im so speechless i cant seem to breath when im on the phone….

even when he asked about me…i cant seem to answer back…

i just call to tell him that i wont be coming back to Malaysia…

but i cant do it…i end up talking about my class…n interviews…

i really miss him but i cannot bear to face him….i have make a lot of mistakes n i dunno how to fix it…

man…i am dead meat…should i come back home or just run away…i am so confused…

me n my nitemare

Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007

i am who i am….

i pretend to suit everyone yet im the one who sad n miserable….i’ll do anythings 4 frens yet im the one who unsatisfied…

i always run n hide but always found by others….2 be me is hard…not to belong by others including myself…just a body without a peaceful soul….a soul that thinks a lot yet achieve nothing in return…

people misjudge me n blame me for something that i did not understand….how long can i stand is out of question…coz i cant answer it myself…all that i know that now i started to crack n falling apart….i try to be happy n live my days till the end…

all this situations is confusing…how did it begin i did not know…all that i know its already happening…from days to days…confusing rite…

i pray for all this to stop….not just the things that happen but my breath also….2 be honest, im not ready to die coz i have old scores that i need to settle…till then…i have to face a horrid reality…

superficial frens

Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007

to me the most stupid person in this world is paris hilton…

seriously…whats wrong with her…just because she is rich, people should ignore her zero IQ…even monkey has more IQ thn her….

for god sake….take a look closely….she cant even give a decent talk to people just smilling…duh…

to me between her n nicole richie…nicole richie a little bit clever than her….even her own sister is smart enouf to be away frm her….

seriously…people should look up to nicky hilton for inspiration…not follow paris attitude….she is so stupid, she should be sued for bring bad example to kids….

gosh…there is so many thing n words that i cant even know how 2 write  to describe her….

next person in line for being stupid is paris hilton, then paris also, then lindsay lohan….she is good at certain thing but to date an older guy….ew…what the hell are u thinking?….

they r ol enouf to b ur father for god sake?….just bcoz ur father is bad u have to date them as a replacement…uh…grow up n deal wth ur problem dude….lifes too important to waste it by being a bloody idiot n addict…

the world has gone crazy….everyone follow a bad example….really bad that they have to follow the most stupidiest person exist….PARIS HILTON….

seriusly…if u love or adore her…think again..!!

those who born in the 80’s

Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007

tanda-tanda anda bayi tahun 80-an:

kita membesar dgn menonton G-Force, He-man, Transformers, Thundercats,
Silver Hawk, Woody Woodpecker, Chipmunks and Mickey Mouse. Not to
forget
Ninja Turtles, Mask, Smurfs dan Voltron.

berus gigi time waktu rehat kat skolah rendah?…hmm, mesti pegang
cawan
warna-warni kan. mencangkung kat tepi parit dgn classmates semua kat
seblah…

ingat tak, misi kat skolah masuk kelas dgn list dentist appointment.
pastu
bunyi gigi member kite kene gerudi kat bilik sebelah. ada gigi yang
berlubang, kene laa tampal.

ni sure korang igt…program minum susu di skolah. nak galakkan budak2
time
tuh minum susu. sekotak 30 sen jek beb…

cikgu2 kalau nak denda, mesti guna pembaris panjang warna kuning tu.
pukul
tapak tangan…kan?

semangkuk mi sup ke, mihun sup ke, 30 sen jek kat kantin.

Hankyu Jaya, Yaohan - shopping complex yang popular utk meluangkan masa
dgn
family. ni for those yg dok KL laa

time skolah menengah, korang sure beli kasut skolah Bata BM Turbo atau
Pallas Jazz.
ada yang suka kasut high-cut yang buatan china tu…ada yang suka
stoking
tebal laaa…

internet? email? mendalah ape tu?

CD? ape tu? kaset tape penah laa dgr. tiket wayang pun 5 inggit je.

kite pegi kedai runcit, beli Chickerdis, Mamee , Kum Kum, UFO, O-Ya,
Ding
Dang chocolate balls yang ada mainan kat dlm die, ‘telur’ keras warna
warni, ‘rokok’ chewing gum, KIKI Bubble Gum.

tak dilupakan, ‘Ti Kam’.
bile dah abih exam, main Monopoly la, Donkey la, Happy Family laa dlm
class.

tapi bunyi loceng laa yang paling best skali. boleh beli aiskrim ngan
apek
kat luar skola tuh…

lagi satu loceng masa nak pegi rehat. tinggal kan keje skolah, jom kita
pegi makan. budak2 yg dpt Rancangan Makanan Tambahan (RMT) mesti kluar
awal.

lagi satu yang seronok mase time Pendidikan Jasmani, PJ. main bola laa,
rounders laa…

permainan kegemaran, main guli, batu seremban, penutup botol, batang
aiskrim, ‘Pepsi Cola one-two-three’, ‘Police & Sentry’, kejar2 duduk…

kita hilangkan dahaga dgn aiskrim 10 sen. yang tube aiskrim, ada byk2
color
tu. kalau nak makan, kene patahkan kat tengah2 die!

lipat kertas kecik2, pastuh buat lastik. hmmm..ni pun kita main dulu
ni.
baling2 kapur laa.

hmm…budak2 kat university skarang, kebanyakan nye lahir thn 1987/88.
skarang digelar ‘remaja’.

bagi diorg, diorg mane penah dgr lagu ‘We Are the World, We Are the
Children…’ dan lagu ‘Uptown Girl’ yang diorg tau, yg Westlife
nyanyi….bkn Billy Joel nyanyi…

bagi diorg, ada satu je Jerman kat dunia ni, dan ade satu je
Vietnam.

AIDS wujud sejak diorg lahir.

CD pun wujud time diorg lahir.

Michael Jackson dah putih dah time tu.

Diorg percaya Spiderman dgn Incredible Hulk tu filem2 baru.

Diorg tak bley bayangkan skrin hitam putih utk sebuah komputer.

Diorg tak penah tau pun ‘Atari’ dgn ‘Game & Watch’.

Diorg tak percaya penah ada TV hitam putih…dan diorg skarang tak reti
nak
switch on TV kalau xde remote control.

dan diorg tak paham macam mane kite boleh survive dkt universiti tanpa
handphone…

hmm…jom kite check, kite ni dah tua ke:

1. korg paham ape yang korang baca kat atas ni, dan korg sure tersenyum

2. kebanyakan member2 skolah menengah kite dah kawin

3. korg sure pelik bile nengok bdak2 kecik main komputer, selamba je

4. kita geleng kepala bile nengok bdak2 skolah menengah guna handphone

5. kita dah tak byk sembang2 dgn member melalui telefon lagi setiap
hari

6. bile jumpe member lame dari semasa ke semasa, seronok bile
bersembang
pasal cerite2 lame, cerite2 kelakar yang kite alami mase dulu time
kecik2,
nakal2 dulu…

7. last skali, bile dah bace email ni, korang akan terpikir utk
forwardkan
dkt member2 lame korg. Sure diorg suke punye laa…hehehe

Yaa, kite pun dah semakin tua!!

Teringat zaman2 dulu kan?

Cheers to the 80s babies!!!

WE ROCK!!