dreams and hopes
Tell me, every night before you went to bed while you comb your hair in front the mirror or maybe see your face in it do you ever dream or hope of waking up in the morning being the new you. Do you ever dream or hope waking up in the morning being the luckiest person in the world. Do you ever dream or hope waking up in the past where you have done the most terrible thing in your life or making the biggest mistake of all. Do you ever dream or hope of waking up fast forward in the future where you can observe it or pass the horrible days that you’ve been through these past years.
I know that I have and you will be lying to yourself if you deny it. Every night my mind full of dreams and hopes of tomorrow. Sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I could feel the wind of my hopes and dreams pass me by. Even though it’s only a glimpse and not as great as my dreams and hopes but feeling it nearby makes my day. I could hear the whisper of my future and it makes my will grew stronger for my daily tasks. Sometimes I even wake up facing the worst scenarios in my life, the worst day that I have to endure but still as the times past quickly I can seem to notice which is my worst day the most. These days seem the same to me, an obstacles to my hopes and dreams, but when I have to face it I always feel like dying, I feel like I can’t live anymore, I feel like my life is not worth living in anymore. Though good or bad my days are I always know one thing that I can count on, I can build up new hopes and dreams.
So, I might not be the most intelligent person in the world, I’m not the most faithful person in the world, I’m not the most successful person in the world, I’m not the most famous person in the world, I’m not the most beautiful person in the world, and I’m also not the luckiest person in the world. But I do know one thing, one thing that hold me together in facing my days, best or worse, as long as I have my family and friends who can support me I’ll be just fine, as long as ALLAH bless my days I know I’ll be all right, as long as I believe in myself, I can do anything that I desire. Even though it’s just a glimpse of it, I know that I can do it. Lastly, I can always dream or hopes for tomorrow because a person who does not have a dream is the people that never move forward.
p.s- if my thought offended you, I apologize with all my heart. I’m sorry.
NUR ADELINA MAZLAN
15 SEPT 2007
